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(no subject) [Aug. 21st, 2005|01:39 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |"I Love You" Faith Evans]

Hey well i just got up like ten nminutes ago gosh im exhausted i didn't go to bed untill like five in the morning talking to my cuzin since i stayed at his house last night and we were talking about everything and just letting me know how he feels and the things he's gone through i got a whole new perspective on my cuzin but not in a bad way he just made me realize things and slapped some sense into me. People don't make sense to me sometimes their words contradict their actions and im pretty sure i do it to it's just with this certain person it pisses me off. I don't understand how it could be so hard to stop doing something that is harming your body and ruining your life I don't understand that. It kills me that this person cannot stop harming himself i know he can and i know if he really wants to he could but he won't and it it makes me sad cuz there is nothing i can do except watch this person ruin his life when it could be so much more than what it is. I just don't want to say goodbye anymore i hate goodbye's and that's how it ends everytime. I'm tired of seeing him go through so much nonsense that he doesn't need in his life and i hate how he can't see that he's better than that. So yea Friday was cool i went with my besterestest friend in the whole world to go here her daddy play cuz he's like a musician and a talented one i may add and i felt special cuz he knows i love country so he sang an alan jackson song for me cuz the whole night he was like this song goes out to my wife or this song goes out to Josh or this song goes out to Monique so then he said this song goes out to Jeanine and that made my night so YAY for country music. Well so far i like school my pre-cal class is pretty hard but oh well what can i say other than that the classes are good. Well that's it for now so buh bye!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2005|06:12 pm]
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[music |a mix]

Well since this weekend i have been dancing trooperettes again and super busy with that and for the rest of the week i have practice but it's fun in a way it gets u into shape so yea. OMG i felt like such a jerk today Noe called my cell twice while i was in practice so when i got back to him first he made me wait which bugs me about anyone then i tell him i need to go and what does he want wel he said i was rude but the thing is i wasnt trying to be it's just i was so stressed with trooperettes and i was still in practice so he tells me that he just wanted to talk and i couldnt and i was kinda rude cuz i said i didnt and he said fine and hung up on me so we are not talking and gosh i hate being in a fight with him but oh what can i do. Last week was great Wednesday Me, Chris,Manny, and Alex all got together and went to Applebees and we had so much fun gosh Chris is so funny and silly i love that guy he's great and it was great to see alex again i have not seen her for awhile and then after we ate me chris manny went to the dollar movies cuz we were broke and i made them see Monster in law i love that movie and we had fun suprising they liked it well manny had seen it already and chris suprised me i think he enjoyed it a little too much but yea and that was it it was cool cuz chris got his liscinse so he took me home it's weird to see him driving well sorry so long haven't updated well that's it laterzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2005|07:56 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |ORdinary Day]

Well i registered today wow what a hectic day i registered quickly but it took me forever to get my schedule so yea they changed it alot and i dont't like it instead of having six calsses im going to have to have seven just cuz my counselor wants me to have hall for pre-cal so this sux. Well here's my new schedule.....................
1. Trooperettes-Kimble
2. US History AP-Wofford
3. Home EC.-Turnbow
4. Criminal Justice-Bundren
5. Chemistry-Duenes
6. English-Casas
7. Pre-Cal-Hall
Well my great grandmother left the hospital today but we had to put her in the nursing home it was sad my grandma was stressing we all were we kinda didnt want to put her in the home but my grandma just cant take care of her anymore well that's it for now. My bestererest person in the world is coming home in a week yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-D
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Laguna Beach [Jul. 25th, 2005|09:49 pm]
[mood |crappycrappy]
[music |Hoplessly Devoted to You]

Well i watched my favorite show in the whole world i am so happy and it was greater than ever i hope steven and lc end up together so yea well i am so bummed cuz i didnt get to watch the show with my buddy gosh moni this sux ill call u in a bit so we can talk since i have something important to tell u well anywayz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am excited for school to start i dunno why but i am and we register thurseday yay me and Diana are going together cuz are last names are in the same order and we got some trooperette buisness to take care of so yea can't wait. This Weekend kinda sucked i spent saturday in the hospital all day then Sunday OMG was the worst ok here it goes.................... Well me and my dad have been planning since like a week or two ago to go get me a new bedroom set so it was set for sunday so i wait i even go to his house and wait some more then 3:00 comes and im like ok are we going or not he said yea he just had to go shower so i eas ok fine so he comes gets me and to my surprise my stepmom is in the car not what im expecting so im pissed cuz what's supposed to be a me and dad thing turns into a me dad and stepmom thing in any other situation i wouldnt care it's just that i had my heart set on it just being us two since we never spend time together so i decided i didn't want to go since "SHE" was coming so i make him drop me off amd my grandparents and he was all like why don't u wanna go so i make up a lame excuse but he calls me later on and i tell him the real reason why and he's pissed but i dont care cuz so am i so yea were pretty much in a non talking situation but he'll get over it. Ugh then today i spent 13 hours in the hospital and i just got home like half an hour ago so im beat and im off to bed. Moni sorry i havnt answered ur calls ill call u soon i promise LUV YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2005|05:46 pm]
[mood |bitchybitchy]
[music |BOyz 2 Men]

Last Person Who..

*Slept in your bed- um i did

*You shared a drink with-My brother

*You went to the movies with- Stephanie G(Monster-in-law)

Have You..

*Said "I Love You" and meant it? Yea

*Kissed or been kissed by anyone other then your family members? yep

*Gotten in a fight with your pet? hehe alll the time

*Been to California? nope

*Been to Mexico? yea who hasn't

*Been to China? no

*Been to Canada? no

*Danced naked? not that i can recall hahah jk no

*Wish you were the opposite sex? heck no

*Had an imaginary friend? don't think so

*Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yea

*What book are you reading? nothing but starting the old man and the sea

*Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sure do

*Worst feeling in the world? useless

*Future daughter's name? Ajanae(weird i know)

*Future sons name? Michael or Anthony

*Under your bed? nothing

*Favorite sport to watch? basketball

*Location right now? home

*Have any Piercings/Tattoos? on my ears but no tattoos yet hehe jk

*Do you drink? not really

*What are you most scared of? dying alone

*What clothes do you sleep in? spongebob shorts and a tank

*Where do you want to get married? on the beach or in a church

*Who do you really hate? no one really

*Do you drive? yea without a liscence

*Do you have a job? nope

*Do you like being around people? yeah

*Are you for world peace? sure am

*Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? oh yea

*Have you ever cried? oh yea alot

*Are you lonely right now? not really

*Song that's stuck in your head? "Wonderwall" Oasis

*Been in love? yep

*Played strip poker? nope

*Gotten beaten up? no

*Beaten someone up? no

*Slept outdoors? yea when i go camping

*Pulled an all nighter? yep

*Been on radio/tv? nope

*Been in a mosh-pit? no

In The Last 24 Hours Have You..

*Cried? yep like two minutes ago

*Bought something? yeah

*Gotten sick? no

*Sang? yes not well

*Been kissed? nope

*Felt stupid? yea

*Talked to an ex? no

*Missed someone? Yeah David

*Hugged someone? yeah
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2005|11:47 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Wonderwall by Oasis]

Well i can tell today is gonna be a depressing day for me. I'm gonna head to the hospital cuz my grea grandma got admitted last night and i hope she will make it sh'le going to be 90 so i have been praying for her and since the hospital is like right up the street im gonna go up there and then im going to the accident sight were David passed away since it's right by the hospital as well so yea i miss him so much and i just want to see his beautiful face again then sometime this week im gonna go to the cemetary to put flowers even though it's gonna be hard to go see all his flowers and pictures were he passed i feel like it's something i need to do in order for me to try to move on so yea well that's it for now i'm out.
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(no subject) [Jul. 22nd, 2005|11:07 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |George strait Old Cd]

Well im so exhausted i just got back from the hospital and im beat. I miss my best friend i havn't seen her in like since my birthday and it's weird cuz im used to seeing her like almost everyday but yea she gets home in like two weeks i think cant wait i talk to her every now and then hahaha like everyday so yea as soon as she gets home we are gonna hang for sure but i hope she is having a super duper time and getting lots of quality time with her daddy hehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So yea we are so bumed me and her cuz we wont be able to see the season premier of our show together we both love it so yea but i know we'll call each other during commercials hahaha cuz we are dumb like that well so long for now. If u read this Mazy call me i miss u luv ur Janny Wanny hehehehehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Schedule [Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:27 pm]
[mood |dorkydorky]
[music |Lovers and Friends usher, lil jon, and luda]

Well I just got my schedule here it is..................

2.English 3AP-Quaney
4.Algebra 2-Colfield(dropping the class)
6.Us History-Ardoin

So yea but it's prolly gonna change cuz i took algebra 2 in the summer so im gonna drop it so i dunno if i dont have a fourth or if i dont have a 6 or what so i gotta fix it so yea. I just got home from trooperettes it wasn't that bad it went pretty fast so yea well that's it for now!!!!!

>>LADIES: Turned ON or OFF when a guy:

dresses like a thug:On
dresses like a surfer:On
dresses like a prep: Off
dresses in all black: ON
sings: heck yes ON
plays a musical instrument: On especially a guitar woohoo
is skinnier than you:Off
is bigger than you: Both
is shorter than you:Off
is taller than you: ON
has straight teeth:On
wears braces: don't matter
has chapped lips: gross off
has blue eyes: Oh yea ON
has brown eyes: ON
has green eyes: On
has shaved legs:ewwww Off
smokes cigarettes: off
smokes pot: hehehe Off
is a vegetarian: Both
has brown hair: ON
has black hair: ON
has blonde hair:off
has red hair: Off
is tanned:On
works out: On
lets you know he was thinking about you:I guess On
has facial hair: On
has sideburns: eh on
Wears cologne: On
smiles when you walk into the room:Awww ON
calls you pet names: Both
has blue hair: Off
wears makeup: OFf
plays sports: On
a bad boy: hehehe i sure do ON
has nice arms:On
has a job: on
has dimples: that's cute ON
loves being on the phone: On
calls/texts you late just to say hi or i love you:ON
drinks alcohol: hehe i don't care
wears gurl pants: On
wears whity tidys: eh
tells you you don't need make-up:awww on
has his tounge pierced: On hehe
has his ear(s) pierced: Off(sorry Noe)
has his lip pierced: Off
has his eyebrow(s) pierced:Off
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2005|06:43 pm]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Straylight Run]

Name 20 friends, in no order!
1. Monique
2. Gaby
3. Simon
4. Bianca
5. Noe
6. Ashley
7. Aaron
8. Samantha
9. Chris
10. Alex R.
11. Manny
12. Nicole
13. Daniel
14. Diana
15. Johnny
16. Alyssa
17. Ilene
18. Raul R.
19. Artie
20. Kristin

A.Who is #8 going out with? no one
B.Is #9 a boy or a girl? Boy
C.Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? i dunno maybe
D.How about #18 and #4? i dont think so
E.What grade is #17 in? going to be a Junior
F.When was the last time you talked to #12? like a week ago at little girl camp
G.What is #6's favorite band? i dunno
H.Does #1 have any siblings? yep
I.Would you ever date #3? nope just amigos
J.Would you ever date #7? Eww that's my cousin
K.Is #16 single? yes for now
L. What's #15's last name? Granado
M.What's #5's middle name? Izmael
N.What's #10's fantasy? idk
O.Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? : no
P.What school does #20 go to? Eaastwood
Q.Tell me a random fact about #11? idk
R.And #1 She is my best friend ever
S.And #3 he dressed up as a cow for halloween one year
T.And #2 she is a very unique person
U.Have you ever had a crush on #16? heck no
V.Where does #9 live? by Zaragoza
W.What's #4's favorite color? not sure
X.Would you makeout with #3? nope
Y.Are #5 & #6 best friends? they are friends but not best friends
Z.Does #8 like #19? no way their cuzins
a.Does #10 have any pets? idk
b.Is #12 older than you? yea by a couple of days
c.Give #13 a hug. i do
d.Is #17 the sexiest person alive? Heck yes jk
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(no subject) [Jul. 21st, 2005|05:48 pm]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |Ozzy Osbourne In my Life]

Name:Jeanine Renai
Birthplace:El Paso,Tx
Current Location:El Paso
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Brown
Right Handed or Left Handed:right handed
Your Heritage:Mexican
The Shoes You Wore Today:my K-Swiss
Your Weakness:chocalate
Your Fears:dying alone
Your Perfect Pizza:everything except mushromms and anchovies
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:apply myself more at school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:so yea
Thoughts First Waking Up:just another day
Your Best Physical Feature:i dunno gues my eyes
Your Bedtime:whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory:Hanging with David
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yea sometimes
Do you Sing:not very well
Do you Shower Daily:yea
Have you Been in Love:oh yea
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yep
Do you belive in yourself:i try
Do you get Motion Sickness:yea sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:no
Are you a Health Freak:can be
Do you get along with your Parents:most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:kinda
Do you play an Instrument:nope but i used to play the trumpet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:not really
In the past month have you Smoked:nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:does tylenol count
In the past month have you gone on a Date:nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no i hate sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:hehe no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:nope
Ever been Drunk:i've been buzzed but not drunk i think hehehe
Ever been called a Tease:no
Ever been Beaten up:nope
Ever Shoplifted:nope
How do you want to Die:with someone i love
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a doctor
What country would you most like to Visit:Spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:both doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:doesn't matter
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:a bunch to much to count
Number of Piercings:four on my ears
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:a lot

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